Her

The second person I want to write about is, her. Her who, you ask? Of course, my best friend. 

How could I not write about her, she's my everything. I can't imagine a life without her in it. She understood me at times no one did, she shed tears with me, she lost blood with me, she gave me the love I thought I'd never get, she stood up for me, she supported me knowing I was wrong, she cursed people with me, she walked down the corridors with me, she laughed with me, she sat with me in school, she made me feel included, and, most importantly, she made me believe that some friendships can work out, if handled right. 

Dear Best Friend, 

If you're reading this, I just want to tell you how grateful I am to have a bestie like you. You're the best in my eyes. I know you've been through a lot lately, and don't worry, I will always be here for you no matter what. I'm so proud of you for finally trying to let things go, I know how terribly hard that is. But, with me on your side, I will make sure you succeed in moving on (even if I don't), because you've always been more important to me than myself. You deserve to be loved, you are an amazing person. I'm sure you will make a great mother, and a great wife in the future. Even if we (somehow) lose contact with each other, I will never forget the times we spent together, and all the fun we had. But of course, I will never let that happen. I can never let that happen, not over a silly argument, or even a big fight, if we have any later (we won't, I promise). 

This letter is a little reminder for you to stop and think about yourself again; you are worth it, girl. You deserve so much more than this. You need to stop criticizing yourself over the littlest things, my love. You are the sweetest, the kindest, and the BEST person to have walked this planet. Trust me. You are PERFECT, and I love you. 

Yours Forever, 

Ananya 

xxx

Me

I suppose the first thing I should write is probably about myself. I'm no one special, just someone who's like a normal 13 year old, school-going girl, you know. I love to write, so I always maintain a diary, to write about what happens everyday. Oh wait, I forgot to tell you my name. I'm Ananya Akre. Yeah, boring name, but trust me, I'm not as boring as I sound. I can be a good friend to a good person, a good daughter to good parents, a good sister to a good sister, and the perfect lover for the one who probably doesn't even deserve that much love at all. I'm a human who's really hard to read, because I'm used to hiding things, and keeping them to myself, buried deep down in my heart. I'm not really one of those outspoken people, I don't even know how to express my feelings, but it's nice hearing to other people who can. I hate myself. I'm just not enough, you know. Not for anybody on this planet. But I really try to be the best I can. I'm trying harder every single day, and I hope, one day, I can be good in their eyes.